There are no words...

... to describe how much my heart aches for her.

We love you so much Haley-Bug, and we miss you more than I can describe. I can envision you with your little sister Dylan, all the trouble you two could get into together, and I physically ache with the desire for that to be our reality. I want both my girls in my arms. I want to tuck two little girls in at night. I want you to be able to make your little sister laugh even when she's so serious with all us grown-ups. I want you to help pick out Dyl's clothes, tie-dye her onesies, make hand print paintings with both your hands. I want it all.

And none of this even comes close to describing the extent of how much I miss you, Haley, and how much I want you here, how much I love you. And since I can't say it right, since I don't have the words, I'll use your words instead. This is my absolute favorite video of you, and there are times that I cannot bear to watch it. Such an adorable personality, such a beautiful baby, such a sweetie, so much potential: lost. We love you and miss you, Haley-Bug, today and every day.